Staring at the wall heart pounding, mind racing, hands shaking, struggling for air, bead of sweat falls from my head, sinful eyes swell up with tears, the world begins to race by me swaying in and out of consciousness poison on my lips I can hear my phone vibrating, signaling me that I have messages I’m to afraid to read , just one more drink I tell myself one more drink and it will all go...
The hardest thing about realizing you don't love...
The hardest thing in all of this is the pretending. Pretending that the past 3 years didn’t exist or didn’t matter .pretending that I didn’t do everything for you. Pretending like we didn’t know each other at all I know why I did it. I didn’t want to face it yet I didn’t want to show you how broken I am I needed to pretend just to get through the day i needed to...
The ability to see
So yesterday at work my contact fell out of my eye! And I can’t get into the eye doctor until Monday so I have to go all weekend without seeing. Last night at dinner I had to hold my menu like an inch away from my face needless to say i got lots of looks.
Oh how i loathe ice
I literally have not left my house since Monday because of the thick layer of ice that covers everything. I think im going to lose my mind i have run out of books to read and movies to watch and i swear i have listened to every song on my ipod at least twice. what happened to global warming because i could sure use some of that right now. the worst part is that its not even fun slushy ice its...
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